I asked God for patience..

Minggu ini, banyaakk banget kejadian yang bikin aku kesel, mulai dari temen2, sekolah, dan masalah2 kecil lainnya. Kalo uda kesel, biasanya aku cuma diem, lalu tidur. Karena bersikap diem klo kesel, orang tersebut (yg bikin aku keki) menganggap aku ga kenapa2. Dan..besoknya orang tersebut berbuat hal yang sama lagi. Keki banget...grrhh..Yang aku bisa lakukan hanya doa dan doa. Aku bisa curhat ke Tuhan kapan pun aku mau, and I am sure that “God's clinic opens 24 hours”.

Setelah dipenuhi dengan berbagai hal yang bikin aku kesel selama seminggu ini, tibalah saat PM (Prayer Meeting) Jumat kemaren. Ada yang sharing dan intinya begini, “When you ask God for something (A), would He give you A instantly or opportunity to achieve A?” Mendengar hal tsb, aku langsung tertegun.

Last week, there was an incidence that made me really amazed, of how patient He was to me. I kept saying thank You in my heart. Then, I asked Him, “God, teach me how to be patient also, please!” I've just realized that He gave me what I need and not what I want. I need opportunity to learn how to be a patient girl. He's given me lots of opportunities. Shouldn't I be thankful of those opportunities and be willing to learn (how to be patient) and ask for His help?

By His grace, I could say, “I want to be just like You, to be patient like You, Lord. I'm sure that You're always by my side and strengthen me through the road ahead. Thanks God.”

Mixing Indonesian and English in this writing is not so bad, izzit?..hehe :p