Exam Period

I almost cannot believe that my exam will be in the next 4 days. I think I had not prepared for it at all. Oh noo…I was even more panic when my friend asked me, “You haven’t started studying ah? Exam on Tuesday leh!” Of course I know exam will be on Tuesday, and the next exam will be on Thursday. I had just realized: it’s quite impossible to finish studying all the notes.

But then, I read a card from my friend, “Do not forget that exam is to make us study, and do not ever study for exam!” Yeah…I should not prepare for exam. Indeed, I should study better to offer a pleasing sacrifice to GOD, ie. during exam. Not for my own pride, but for GOD alone.

This morning, GOD reminded me to seek Him in everything I do, especially during studying. There are lots of things that make me amazed: how great Thou art. He created everything in a way that is really complex, and research is still going on. It’s a privilege that He allowed me to learn His creation. :)

After reflecting through all these things, He reminded me even more, just now through my friends. “What is the distinctive of Christian students compared to others? Can others see Jesus in me? If I am confident to come for the exam because I think I am well prepared, what’s the point?!” As Christ lives in me and I in Him, He always leads me and I am never separated from GOD. This should be the reason why I am confident to come for the exam.

God, you said in Luke 16:10, “Whoever can be trusted with very little can also be trusted with much, and whoever is dishonest with very little will also be dishonest with much.” So, I never skip class this semester, I have tried using my time responsibly. But then, I feel that I am still not prepared at all, and exam is coming soon. Teach me to believe that You are the source of my confidence.. Teach me to seek You in my study… Teach me to have a right motivation in my study..Amen.