Faith

Since last week, it’s quite difficult for me to believe what happened, what is happening, and what will happen. I already finished my first 2 exams this week, and it’s a miracle.

I was sick 1 day before the 1st exam (Tuesday). I had severe headache, but GOD was and is with me really. During that exam, I could answer the question and remember what I had studied. But…after exam, I felt the headache again. I prayed, “Oh GOD..it’s so painful, and I still have to finish lab report and study as Thursday I have another exam.” Then, I managed to finish my report and finally I handed it up on that day!! :) After that, I studied for a while, then slept.

The next day (1 day before the 2nd exam), the headache disappeared. Yeah, thank GOD. But..suddenly I got stomachache. Okay..I believed everything’d be alright. Jesus’s with me, He knows what’s best for me. In the next few hours, I felt much better...haha.. That’s a miracle. Then: ..study..study..study..for a whole day…until got headache again bcos I studied too hard (maybe). As such, it’s very difficult to sleep. Just could say 1 sentence, “If this is Your will, please help me to sleep!” Zzzzz… In the morning: quite time with GOD (He reminded me to look for His will always)..then study..study..study… Just 15 minutes before the exam…finished studying the notes!!! It’s a miracle!

When I asked You to give me more faith, You allowed this kind of situation to happen. Actually, I do not want to face that kind of situation again. But, GOD always gives me what I need, and not what I want. So, let only Your will be done..Thanks Father!

But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.

That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.

[2 Cor 12:9-10]